the things i didn't see before walking around sleepy eyes blur the news channel man todd says its going to rain today but i don't see clouds she asked with her eyes where you go at night and i said i don't know that maybe it's like death but i don't really know that either so i couldn't tell her and i remember it like my mother told me and i was disappointed because i wanted to know and didn't understand why she was an adult and didn't know these things but as a child it just doesn't make sense because i had a lot of questions while still remembered where i came from and was forgetting because its hard to remember in a place like this sometimes where you were born and what zip code but we all tell a lot of jokes and talk to angels gates as babys and i guess i remember that much to the day and still i still remember my what time of day to bathe