A day in the life of

This blog generally isn't about myself and in fact it has almost nothing to do with me besides random thoughts and observations from oblivion. But today is different, today i feel like letting you, the reader, whoever the fuck you are... know something about me and my day. Why you're reading this is actually beyond me, but here it goes. Today i went to work. I live in san marcos and three days out of the week i work in austin and two out of five i work in kyle. Today was kyle day at the after- school ymca. I've been feeling anxious and restless because i have this huge pressure like i have to get everything done and figure out my future in a day. I don't know why but that's just how it is. So i have some anxiety issues, who the fuck doesn't? I want things to be perfect. Anyways, i was feeling pretty down because lately i haven't been able to make any kind of fucking decision, and why should i have to i'm fucking TWENTY. Twenty years old and lost as fuck. Here i am. Anyways so i decided to take a drive, it took me to Wimberly and even when i'm lost i still know where i'm going. I sat by the river and put my feet in, it was cold, it was private property but i didn't care. The hill country is beautiful. I came home, i ate a slice of leftover pizza, drank some whiskey turned up the 70's music channel on our cable television and cleaned up after my roommates. So here i am, same as I was before nowhere... but at least i have a clean floor. Thats it.