I can't stop thinking, the same ideas keep turning and turning around in my head. I still don't really get time, it's not linear and maybe a part of me is stuck in the past or the future i just can't let go of it. Theres something there I'm sure of it. Am i as convincing as i think i am? Sometimes i feel like i have superpowers but right now it seems like those powers are at a low and it has me doubting my ability. I'm not a tyrant and i could never force anyone against their will only lye in wait hoping that somehow I've been felt.

I had a dream that i was waiting for a bus in front of someones house surfing their radio from across the street... i was waiting there for a long time now that i think about it or maybe it was a sequence of days either way the bus finally came and as i got on i saw this guy that i haven't seen in a while i guess he was happy to see me as he gave me a greeting saying he hadn't seen me in a while and told me i looked beautiful i guess the thing that struck me most when i woke up was that i had actually been waiting in the dream.. it was really boring just sitting there but you know.. i guess it makes sense i've been having short dreams sparingly all week and i'm not really sure what they're telling me