Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I had a very vivid dream that my grandfather kept falling. We were all walking together as a family and he stumbled once, he had a beer in his hand. Then he fell again and he had a pitcher, the alcohol was seemingly appearing out of nowhere but my cousin kept arguing with my grandmother that it was this lady who was giving it to him, she didn't want to believe him. He was obviously drunk, everyone was concerned. It was very upsetting. Before this all happened I was angry at one of my cousins at one point for being selfish and not helping me clean up things before eating, because i was wearing nice clothes and I wanted to eat first too. We got into a fight and after dinner was when the stumbling happened, nobody knew he was drunk until then... and even then it wasn't until the second fall that everyone really knew it. After that i saw him playing guitar to some girl. My grandpa is an alcoholic and he's been one for nearly his whole life, he's in his early 70's. In the end of the dream a choir was singing something about real ghosts and fake ghosts i think. I fear he might be falling, or worse already fallen. I knew that it was my families problems that had lead him to drink, i could see the pattern.
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