Well i guess i just don't know

Clouds are in my head and blocking my vision.
I can't see straight and there might be an addiction.
An addict! I was never one before, a scoff and a shrug.
I don't feel safe anymore.
Divulging information to any ear that will listen.
Can you hear me!? Somebody please!
Disgusted but you can't look away.
And you keep watching and listening.
Disgusted and amused.