I can feel everything and everyone begin to blur together as one. I can no longer distinguish anything as being separate from myself. This is both a good and bad thing. But really no judgment can be made. The upside is that I feel fairly connected and free to move and flow as i please without being judged for my actions. The bad thing would be a vast indifference and feeling of apathy assuming that everyone is the same. I can not accurately say at the moment that i hold any one persons relationship to me as being any closer or any more distinguished than any other person in my life. Everyone is equal and everyone is the same, past or present. This is unsettling. A shift in perception is occurring just knowing that a part of me is in everyone else. It makes me feel scattered and unimportant. If there is no one to distinguish themself from everyone else in my life then what is there? Where is this person? The one i long to meet, to open my eyes wider than ever before, where is this person? I am ready to be understood and to be cared for and loved.