Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Promiseland
Last week the church said,
"You were created for Love by Love"
and this week it reads
"GIVE"
good thing i'm not listening anymore
i'm just about spent like a broken dollar
next to a dirty handkerchief in my pocket
that word is spelled weird
m delerious at this point
too much giving
is expensive
thats all i have to say
hide away
"You were created for Love by Love"
and this week it reads
"GIVE"
good thing i'm not listening anymore
i'm just about spent like a broken dollar
next to a dirty handkerchief in my pocket
that word is spelled weird
m delerious at this point
too much giving
is expensive
thats all i have to say
hide away
Sunday, July 27, 2008
when yes means no
When my soul has come to bear more than it could ask for another day breaks into the next as i slowly unwind the rope that has been coiled around my body bound by my limbs keeping me from moving about freely
we said goodbye to our dying friends and hello to what the future brings as time knows you'll never leave me and your name is buried in my thoughts always for the comfort it brings to my heavy heart
do not fear friend for the tears in your eyes are only fear of leaving but remember this and i will always be with you for as long as you keep me with you and think kindly thoughts of me while you're away
a place will remain here
for you always
we said goodbye to our dying friends and hello to what the future brings as time knows you'll never leave me and your name is buried in my thoughts always for the comfort it brings to my heavy heart
do not fear friend for the tears in your eyes are only fear of leaving but remember this and i will always be with you for as long as you keep me with you and think kindly thoughts of me while you're away
a place will remain here
for you always
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Sunday, July 20, 2008
The difference between Love and In Love
Like a soft hand shake from a friend
i know you'll always be there to make amends
even when my hands are tied
you free them with your elegant slide
the way you move on the dance floor
like soft jello to the moon
and i hope you'll always be there
to catch my fall
in a summers night swoon
as the air is perspiring
like a heart attack lover
your mood is nothing to be ashamed of
in this place of forever nothingness
your love is gold on my charmed
bracelet and your embrace
is like a weathered shoe horn
fit like a glove on a hot summer day front
i know you'll always be there to make amends
even when my hands are tied
you free them with your elegant slide
the way you move on the dance floor
like soft jello to the moon
and i hope you'll always be there
to catch my fall
in a summers night swoon
as the air is perspiring
like a heart attack lover
your mood is nothing to be ashamed of
in this place of forever nothingness
your love is gold on my charmed
bracelet and your embrace
is like a weathered shoe horn
fit like a glove on a hot summer day front
The End of an Era
Times are changing
fast paced sports car
RACE RACE RACE
I held the red flag in the palm of my hand
as she starred at me through the glass
does she know how much i admire that face of hers?
her beauty is beyond spoken word
like a flower out of the earth
i loved her
essence
any day now
i'll have her
completely
fast paced sports car
RACE RACE RACE
I held the red flag in the palm of my hand
as she starred at me through the glass
does she know how much i admire that face of hers?
her beauty is beyond spoken word
like a flower out of the earth
i loved her
essence
any day now
i'll have her
completely
Friday, July 18, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Guilt & Gluttony
Father I've sinned
against
my fellow
man
This Guilt
is the root
of my fury
and the wrath
in his wretched heart
Strings to infinity
for i wanted too much
in this life and i gave it up
too quickly and not quickly enough
Heaven is above us
and i give you all my love
forever until my body dies
and there is no more
to lie for
in this place
and the light takes it's place
in the darkness
as we live together
as brothers
in
the
stars
forever
against
my fellow
man
This Guilt
is the root
of my fury
and the wrath
in his wretched heart
Strings to infinity
for i wanted too much
in this life and i gave it up
too quickly and not quickly enough
Heaven is above us
and i give you all my love
forever until my body dies
and there is no more
to lie for
in this place
and the light takes it's place
in the darkness
as we live together
as brothers
in
the
stars
forever
Like a prayer
All I can say is that I'm doing the best I can and that I'm always doing the best I can. I've been humbled and humiliated, as it should be.
Friday, July 11, 2008
Nietzche
"Love Matches, as they are called have illusion for their father and need for their mother."
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
The water is rising ain't nobody gonna stop it now
down in the gutter theres creatures crawling
around in mischievous wigs and diamond gold bracelets
never trust a well dressed lady i tell you cuz these things
will pain you and hell knows theres no such thing as ghosts
in these parts Yes. we're all flesh and bone here although
you gotta fight hard to keep it on. everybody is looking for blood
and a nice jew to hang onto for money and/or sexual favors
thank gawd i still got a pint left in me to hold me over til next winter
you know these flowers are all dying inside and out too
and we ain't gonna do a goddamn thing about it
son.
down in the gutter theres creatures crawling
around in mischievous wigs and diamond gold bracelets
never trust a well dressed lady i tell you cuz these things
will pain you and hell knows theres no such thing as ghosts
in these parts Yes. we're all flesh and bone here although
you gotta fight hard to keep it on. everybody is looking for blood
and a nice jew to hang onto for money and/or sexual favors
thank gawd i still got a pint left in me to hold me over til next winter
you know these flowers are all dying inside and out too
and we ain't gonna do a goddamn thing about it
son.
Monday, July 7, 2008
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Cayce
"As long as there are hate, malice, injustice- those things which are at variance to patience, long suffering, brotherly love- there cannot be a healing of this body. What would the body be healed for? That it might gratify its own physical desires and appetites? That it might add to its own selfishness?"
5' o clock in the morn
I'm awake I was thinking about you in my sleep again. Been reading Edgar Cayce on reincarnation again, this time I get it/////still not done with henry miller. haven't been able to touch him recently my animal urges have subsided. school school. work.job. moneymoneymoney. GET PAID dolla dolla billz. shit. go back to sleepz.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
You're shittin me
Words that embody your presence are "Authority, Compulsion, Intimidation, Sterility".
Words that embody things that may be a part of you are "Drama, Hell".
Words that embody people or things in your periphery are "Africa, Agility, Ambition, Aurora, Author, Barbarism, Beast, Beauty, Bitter, Boat, Change, Chariot, Cocktail, Conversation, Craving, Cross, Dazzle, Death, Defiance, Energy, Fire, Forest, Gold, Iridium, Jackal, Judge, Jury, Luck, Melody, Messiah, Mink, Monkey, Occult, Ocean, Omen, Opium, Palace, Pinnacle, Prayer, Radio, Redemption, Rich, Rock, Seer, Sentiment, Shepherd, Shout, Spring, Tantra, Tarot, Tide, Time, Vassal, Violet, Vixen, Vulture, Warlock, Weapon, Wisdom".
Eoh refers to the Yew tree. The Yew does not go dormant and therefore represents endurance. Even the wood of the tree is strong, resilient, and pliable - the Yew bends, but does not break. The evergreen nature of the Yew is present even in the rune itself, as it cannot be changed even by reversal. This rune is historically symbolic of death, but, as in the Tarot and as suggested by the nature of the Yew tree itself, death is seen only as a transmutation of something eternal and unchanging - the spirit.
The Chariot: Victory through might. Advancement through bold action. Change through force. Order established through vigilance. A trying situation mastered by balancing opposing forces against each other. Discipline, individual effort and endurance will turn the tide.
Words that embody things that may be a part of you are "Drama, Hell".
Words that embody people or things in your periphery are "Africa, Agility, Ambition, Aurora, Author, Barbarism, Beast, Beauty, Bitter, Boat, Change, Chariot, Cocktail, Conversation, Craving, Cross, Dazzle, Death, Defiance, Energy, Fire, Forest, Gold, Iridium, Jackal, Judge, Jury, Luck, Melody, Messiah, Mink, Monkey, Occult, Ocean, Omen, Opium, Palace, Pinnacle, Prayer, Radio, Redemption, Rich, Rock, Seer, Sentiment, Shepherd, Shout, Spring, Tantra, Tarot, Tide, Time, Vassal, Violet, Vixen, Vulture, Warlock, Weapon, Wisdom".
Eoh refers to the Yew tree. The Yew does not go dormant and therefore represents endurance. Even the wood of the tree is strong, resilient, and pliable - the Yew bends, but does not break. The evergreen nature of the Yew is present even in the rune itself, as it cannot be changed even by reversal. This rune is historically symbolic of death, but, as in the Tarot and as suggested by the nature of the Yew tree itself, death is seen only as a transmutation of something eternal and unchanging - the spirit.
The Chariot: Victory through might. Advancement through bold action. Change through force. Order established through vigilance. A trying situation mastered by balancing opposing forces against each other. Discipline, individual effort and endurance will turn the tide.
Love Rain
I looked into the Mirra today and saw your face
Looking back at me
Your eyes and Your lips
Do you know what They said?
Listen, Closely.
Look, Carefully.
Dress Sharp.
and Sing to me
When I'm Dead.
Looking back at me
Your eyes and Your lips
Do you know what They said?
Listen, Closely.
Look, Carefully.
Dress Sharp.
and Sing to me
When I'm Dead.